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Thursday, March 26, 2009


We are definitely conditioned by our society. . .

Remember back a couple of years ago when J L King's DL (down low) movement came about. It was the latest craze. Homosexuality was shunned, but it seemed that everyone flocked to the topic without any hesitation. It was on television stations. In churches. And just everyday convo. Guys thought, "well, I ain't gay if nobody knows or if I do not act effeminate."

Recently, I have seen another sizzling subject that is making the headlines. Gay for Pay. This is basically guys who say they are not gay but they are compensated to appear in a gay porn...Its a gay porn. Straight people do not participate in gay porn...for any amount of money ( I guess everyone has a limit though)

Now, there is a new movement called g0y. G0ys are guys that seek intimacy from other guys and sexual attention that is restricted to oral sex only. They despise the effeminate and anal sex, and most are conservative Christians. In a sense, these are the hypocritical men who rally in the streets against homosexuality, but perform acts as only a homosexual would.

I said all of that to say this, at the end of the day, no matter how you dress it up; a man that has sex with another man is gay. The media has sensationalized gay people as the stereotypical, flamboyant queen that only depicts a small percentage of the gay community. Gay people are diverse, talented, genuine, loving, kind, mean, rude, pleasant, distinguished and much more than that 2-dimensional characters in the media. We are are human with emotions, dream, and aspirations.

For more info on g0y



OMG!!!! Today is so gorgeous. God is truly amazing, because I know that no one else besides him can display this beauty. Today should be a day when you take it easy and just pay attention and be grateful just for the little things...Even if you can only do that for one second. Nonetheless, you owe it to yourself.

Today would be a great day to spend with a lover but there is no one in sight. Let me tell you about myself. I am a gay black male that thinks my sexual orientation is my business and my business only; it has nothing to do with anyone else. Now that that is out of the way...I think that sort have backfired just a tad. I can not find a cool dude to kick it with and be intimate if I feel the need for it. I am surrounded by straight men for the most part (with the exception of a couple). I always see a guy that I like and he seems to be interested, and I throw out some bait. It seems that he bites down and understands the flirtatious gesture, but when I reel in to pull that fish out of the sea I only find the hook. Ughh!!!!!!!!!!


Fortunately, it is a beautiful day and I forgot how good it felt to wear shorts...I have got to incorporate these into my wardrobe more. Ravaging.
Remember to love and live life!!!!!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

One Missed Call

It is officially Spring...

As I caress the road in a red 2009 Impala sprinkled with rain and plastered with dogwood leaves, my phone rings. I look to see who is calling and do not recognize the number so I let them leave a message on the voicemail. I was prompted with an alert when the message was sent.

I check my message and it is this man with a serious tone. He expresses how he is saddened by the unfortunate events that had taken place...The message was for the person who occupied the number before myself.

Why am I the recipient of telephone numbers recycled too soon? My last phone obviously belonged to a very prominent person in the music industry. I would receive calls from producer, artist, and just friends...I had messages on my phone from LeAnn Rhimes and texts from someone by the name of Ryan Reynolds. It got to the point where more call were coming for the prior owner than myself.

But I truly do feel for this recent person. I receive about witnessing a murder on the regular. I hope she is ok and she connects with the people who are trying to reach her.

I think I might post some celebrity phone numbers. Maybe....

Damn Damn Damn

Somebody please tell me this is not real

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

What the Hell Does it Matters

I came home and caught the ass-end of President Obama's news press conference. Tell me why did I hear the issue of race come up again. I really do not get why race is such an issue in America. I mean you have to put down your race to take a damn test. Now that is insane.
I mean everybody knows he is black...We found that out when his name was on the ballet. Why the hell is everyone talking about, " How has the race issue impacted you?" I'm like , "Well damn bitch, ain't you gon' ask him about the war and the economy?"
I guess they just want to piss him off; and that is why God put him in office because I never seen him lose his temper or anything.
Now his wife on the other hand looks like she would speak your ass out...

I can't deal...Lol!

Truth in Joking I am in a blogging mood today!
I remember one time I had sort of a blind date/hook-up kind of a situation, and I started talking to this dude on the phone. He seemed pretty cool but you never know how people are; so at his initial attempt to see me I declined his offer...I needed more time to get to know him.

But he was persistent in the pursuit of me...So I was like, "well damn, I might have to do a little meet and greet."

We became closer in the coming weeks and I decided to hook it up. I set the date, location, time, and all. He was stoked about it and came as quickly as he could.

Lord, that will be the last time I will ever in my life do something like...I mean it!

When I saw him, I was shocked!!!

Now, I am not a shallow person, but he was not doing it for me. He had like a lump on his head and he just wasn't...No. (strike one)
So, I just decided to at least spend some time with him; I mean, he did drive to see me and all. He told me that he was kind of in a relationship but they were not talking. (strike two)

Then, my mind wandered back to one of our telephone convo's...

"So how do you look?" he asked.
"I'm cute if that is what you are asking. How do you look?" I replied
"I'm ugly," he said jokingly.

(strike three) {That was on me...}

We said our goodbyes and he wanted a kiss. I told him, " I'm not ready." Then he left and he never called me again. I guess he got the hint. ( was I wrong for that?)


....Oh, wait! This fool tried to pull out his dick. I was livid. Why do gay dudes think that everybody is going. Hell no! He had to go

(strike 4 5 6 7 8 9 and 10)


When is youtube getting a replay button...


Tell me why at 8:54 a.m. I see my dogs curled up together. Now, I understand that dogs do that to keep warm but its hot out... I am starting to wonder if they have the "jail bird" syndrome. I guess they are saying, "there are no bitches (female dogs) around and you are turning me the hell on"...they're both male dogs.

Now, I can not base this on one instance but there are a slew of other examples.

Like the time when I seen them sniffing each others asses...I thought that was like a little mating ritual; I digress. Maybe it is a way of saying hello or sumthing. But I know that they are not licking each other's penises (is that right) for nothing. They have urges just like us and I think they are about to release a whole lot of tension...Lol, I'm sorry but that is just funny to me.

Homosexuality has been observed for more than 1,500 animal species, and is well documented for 500 of them.

Look it up!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Waited Long Enough...

I find myself sitting here listening to "Game Over" by Destiny's Child wondering, "where in the hell is my damn romance?" I mean I should have niggas coming left to right, but the problem is I am a nigga myself...Lol, I know. I can not help it I just love to be in the arms of a man. ( that is I have no idea why folks think that gayz are promiscuous. I don't get it) I have waited too damn long looking for someone that is down to earth and for heaven's sake, not crazy. The game is definitely over when it comes to things of that nature. I need love. I need respect. I need reciprocity. I need affection. I need change...It's just long overdue. I should try again, perfect...overdo.