Thursday, March 26, 2009
OMG!!!! Today is so gorgeous. God is truly amazing, because I know that no one else besides him can display this beauty. Today should be a day when you take it easy and just pay attention and be grateful just for the little things...Even if you can only do that for one second. Nonetheless, you owe it to yourself.
Today would be a great day to spend with a lover but there is no one in sight. Let me tell you about myself. I am a gay black male that thinks my sexual orientation is my business and my business only; it has nothing to do with anyone else. Now that that is out of the way...I think that sort have backfired just a tad. I can not find a cool dude to kick it with and be intimate if I feel the need for it. I am surrounded by straight men for the most part (with the exception of a couple). I always see a guy that I like and he seems to be interested, and I throw out some bait. It seems that he bites down and understands the flirtatious gesture, but when I reel in to pull that fish out of the sea I only find the hook. Ughh!!!!!!!!!!
Fortunately, it is a beautiful day and I forgot how good it felt to wear shorts...I have got to incorporate these into my wardrobe more. Ravaging.
Remember to love and live life!!!!!